Suicidal Meditations is a both a Photo-based and video-based project
Phase 1Suicidal Meditations of My Own Death, 2003
Altered Digital Night-vision photography on Photo-paper with collected suicide-letter texts transcribed in German Sutterlin script onto handkerchiefs photos
Phase 2Meditations Rubbings, 2004
Building Rubbings of The Woolworth Building at New York City's 'Ground Zero'
Phase 3Suicidal Meditations, 2004
Video-projections of three significant buildings as ruins. The Woolworth Building (New York City), The Volks-Wagon Manufacturing Building founded by the Nazis (Wolfsburg Germany) and the Palast der Republik of the Former German Democratic Republic of East Germany (Berlin). No sound.
- Suicidal Meditations / Woolworth Building (video-loop) 2004
- VENI VIDI VIDEO II Curator Christine Young Kim, The Studio Museum of Harlem, NY USA
- I had already experienced suicide in my New York life with such friends as Performance artist Ethyl Eichelberger and architect Jimmy Dollar III. I would experience it in Europe as well where I lost my close friend and confidante Eddie de Zoete in Utrecht the Netherlands in April of 2010. An attempt towards closure proved inspirational as well- noted in my diary-blog: Dutch excursion and Suicide"